Girly Outfit

Hmm.. Last night was a very nice photo shoot, hihihi.. *funny grin*

Liked it very much!

Got me wearing tube-skirt and getting photos taken. That was funny, before I got into that dress I exhausted myself just trying to wear it. Literally! I don’t know why, but I did say “Waahh.. I look like a girl!” or something like that when they gave me the dress. ;)

Hmm.. Well, I really didn’t meant it like I’m a boy (or tomboy? :D) when I said that but I did heard a friend react that “meron ka ngang boyfriend eh (you do have a boyrfriend)” which means I should be a girl right? *wink* *wink* Hmm.. Actually, it’s just that I’m used on wearing jeans and ragged outfit, and wearing girly girl outfit is sure different (err. I think that dress should be sexy right? Wahah, it’s tube kasi eh).. But so much for that, this is just me saying that I’m not used to wearing dress like that in front of many people, but indeed that was fun! Maybe I should just practice and get used to it, change always has its benefits. :D

I still can’t stop thinking about it, ahhmm.. Imagine me as a kid, I wear same clothes as my brother and then I just got pictures taken wearing very girly outfit, wow, that sure is different! ^^,)

Don’t be Like This

Seriously.. I could say we are not kids anymore.. After those years we should have learned something? Right? And you know playing with toys is a no no.. So, don’t tell me you damaged some goods and bought it, and now that you have it you would tell me you don’t really like it? Thankfully you are not in front of me, ‘coz you would deserve a hitting (Really! I would hit you in the head and then laugh --off course, hehe).. I should be mad, because of what you said.. Because this is madness.. Ayst.. Wrong wrong wrong. Just wrong.. Waahhh.. How could I tell you this? Hayst talaga.. Suntukan nalang kaya.. Hehe.. What should I do to you? I couldn’t even answer back when you said that..

But please it’s not over yet.. It’s just a start.. So please, make a happy ending or at least consider it.

Curious

Been curious lately.. I don’t why, but the people around me always seem to comment about me getting fat. Probably because they saw me when I’m thin? Ok.. Ok.. I probably gained some weight, but was it really important? From the start I do have a reason for gaining weight, I would say that I did intend to gain some weight.. But now, I think I need to get a reason for me to lose some.. But what could it be?

For some reason I’ve deducted that people around me are just used of being super thin that seeing me seems to have broken the trend? Hehe.. Joke lang. Hmm.. Come to think of it, when I first came here to UAE, I did have an umph with guys because my figure was ok and my height is ok too. But I don’t like that, being looked at because I got a nice body? Wahahah.. Basta.. Eeww.. Didn’t like that feeling.. So, I gained some weight, getting comments about it makes me laugh inside, like, so predictable. But it served it purpose, I lose my umph. Wahahah.. I’m just letting my feelings out, ok? So let it be, whether just true to me or to others too, who would like to know right? XD

Blah Blah

Back again from writing. It’s been a while since I wrote something up. I wonder why.. Probably because I’m thinking too much of the stuff that I’ve should’ve done but didn’t?

Anyways.. What I feel now is that.. Like I’m swimming in an open sea.. Of my thoughts.. Of the places I should be heading. Of the things I didn’t thought before but here now. I don’t like thinking about it too much, but it always comes.

Arghh.. I don’t like being like this, because when I think of the stuff that I should do, how important they are, I get pressured inside, and when I do.. I cannot move. And it wouldn’t be right, I could drown..

Last night, thankfully I got the job done, and for a moment it feels like I’m pushing myself to hard, but I did it still and the feeling was just nice. Finishing something I should, being pressured and still being able to do it, with my hands trembling and all.. I don’t like slow, but honestly I think I’m quite slow, nowadays..

Work work

Wenks..! After a week out of Abu Dhabi, back to work again, that is, still without having much of a sleep (Told yah.. It really makes me sigh when I think about my stay in Kish. See? I didn’t even get long sleep there..)

Spent the first day of the week..

0730hrs Flat: Folding the clothes I’ve washed the night before I went to Kish.

0900hrs Work: Updating my files. Summarizing my expenses in Kish. =D

1500hrs Flat: Opened my baggage and clean the stuff I’ve brought with me in Kish. Organize things, cabinet, etc.

1700hrs Work: More updating.. Checking those that I’ve left behind.. Payments, documents for receiving, etc.

2230hrs Flat: Continued fixing my stuff, personal docs, etc.

2400hrs Flat: Shut eye ~~,)

Worked my self up the whole day and finally I slept fine with a nice comfy bed, pillow , and blanket in our not so quiet but good enough to fell asleep knowing the door is lock and everyone is at ease. Hmm.. Nice, nice, nice. XD