Back again from writing. It’s been a while since I wrote something up. I wonder why.. Probably because I’m thinking too much of the stuff that I’ve should’ve done but didn’t?
Anyways.. What I feel now is that.. Like I’m swimming in an open sea.. Of my thoughts.. Of the places I should be heading. Of the things I didn’t thought before but here now. I don’t like thinking about it too much, but it always comes.
Arghh.. I don’t like being like this, because when I think of the stuff that I should do, how important they are, I get pressured inside, and when I do.. I cannot move. And it wouldn’t be right, I could drown..
Last night, thankfully I got the job done, and for a moment it feels like I’m pushing myself to hard, but I did it still and the feeling was just nice. Finishing something I should, being pressured and still being able to do it, with my hands trembling and all.. I don’t like slow, but honestly I think I’m quite slow, nowadays..
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