Plus, Plus, Plus

Endless, the work in the office seems to be. Yep, it’s almost two weeks now that I haven’t found a day without much time to just slack at the office, wahahaha.. Too many things to do, sometimes I just don’t want to do it. Hihih.. Hmm, but nice, I learned much, new experience is always nice. :)

Though I’m not that satisfied with what I’ve actually done, since too much are still left to do.. Without any idea how to actually do it, I still have to try.

The big bosses are being themselves again. My seatmate as always sort of irritating even if he’s not doing anything to me, ;b because when he starts to talk I cannot even listen, but as of now, I feel its better not to talk to him just to avoid any arguments, it’s almost a week now, and I sort of think he doesn’t exist anymore, but again my reasoning is just so that I wouldn’t have to fight with him again. XS

There are new members coming to the company, one starting to freak everyone out, hmm, I have no idea if he would still continue or even start with the company as per the comments I’ve heard last night.

Hmmm.. But overall the days keeps on flowing, a bit itchy because of the heat outside but moving on with a smile and a violin playing on the background. (Talking weird again, hehe)

:)

Unexpected and fulfilled. Feel loved and embraced. Truly and wonderfully. Loved being loved and blessed. :)

Light Blue Colored Night

Enjoying the silence of the night, with the breeze touching my face, letting my hair flow like waves.. Feeling the heat of the air through this light blue colored night. Closed my eyes, wondered.. How can it be cold and warm at the same time? Opened my eyes and asked myself, where am i? Ah.. This is not were I thought I would be but now I’m here. Took a deep breath and walked on.. Back to reality.

Buzzing Out

Please let me buzz out today. I need to.. I have to. Or else I’ll be doomed again with my own faults..

See? 30 minutes after I got some questioning about my declamation yesterday. Bzzz

Don’t be Bored

I’m feeling excited about having a vacation in the Philippines this year (hopefully). I’ve been thinking of the all I’m missing in the Philippines. My family, my friends, everything. And now, with new destinations to go to, thinking about vacation is quite fun right now, hmm.. though there is a possibility of not being able too. But I guess I’ll just entertain myself by thinking about it.

Abroad. What I think about abroad is a place where I could earn double or thrice as much as I’m getting in the Philippines. Err.. Ok. Got that. But, it didn’t come to mind that I would really have to leave here. Well, you see, at first I thought of it as just work, I’ll just work here abroad, but now, the reality is, I have to work and live here. So the earnings don’t really come out in one piece. Need to pay for rent, buy grocery, toiletries, load, internet, everything. But still there is a positive effect; I learn now to be independent. Unlike before, yes, I work and give something for my family but in reality I might have been taking more than I’m giving, I mean, I go to work, and then at home I just eat and sleep, not doing anything much to help.. because I’m tired or maybe I’ll be going somewhere again and leave the house. Hmm.. Thinking about this helps, now I could just give something for my family and not take anything anymore. I do my laundry, ironing of clothes, cooking.. etc. Hmm.. Hope now I could say that bit by bit, it is giving back time.

So don’t be bored, everything is under His control and will always be.

Meow

That’s a relief. Get one task down and now I can breathe. For the moment that is. Hmm.. Not much to do? Nope. It’s just that I’m trying to pretend there is not much to do. Hihi.. ^_^)”)

Bored.. But not quite. Got to do important stuff, though not work related.. ;)

Feeling Defensive?

There is always some value to whatever we give efforts to.

This is what I see.

There is always something.

Weird thing is, the spotlight has been switched on. And the lights man decided to put it on me on the next show.

Can’t wait. Who would?

Weirdness has always struck me.

And, oh, whatever it would turn out to be.

Just enjoy it.

No need to be defensive.

Accept it wholly.

Morning

Things irritated me yesterday shouldn’t irritate me again today. Cause that would mean having both days irritating..

Yesterday is gone.

Today is another day.

Another test.

Another opportunity.

My “to do” list says:

Do it.

Please see attached.

I turned the next page and it said,

2 Timothy 1:7

 “For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline.”

*smile*