Don’t be Bored

I’m feeling excited about having a vacation in the Philippines this year (hopefully). I’ve been thinking of the all I’m missing in the Philippines. My family, my friends, everything. And now, with new destinations to go to, thinking about vacation is quite fun right now, hmm.. though there is a possibility of not being able too. But I guess I’ll just entertain myself by thinking about it.

Abroad. What I think about abroad is a place where I could earn double or thrice as much as I’m getting in the Philippines. Err.. Ok. Got that. But, it didn’t come to mind that I would really have to leave here. Well, you see, at first I thought of it as just work, I’ll just work here abroad, but now, the reality is, I have to work and live here. So the earnings don’t really come out in one piece. Need to pay for rent, buy grocery, toiletries, load, internet, everything. But still there is a positive effect; I learn now to be independent. Unlike before, yes, I work and give something for my family but in reality I might have been taking more than I’m giving, I mean, I go to work, and then at home I just eat and sleep, not doing anything much to help.. because I’m tired or maybe I’ll be going somewhere again and leave the house. Hmm.. Thinking about this helps, now I could just give something for my family and not take anything anymore. I do my laundry, ironing of clothes, cooking.. etc. Hmm.. Hope now I could say that bit by bit, it is giving back time.

So don’t be bored, everything is under His control and will always be.